its been almost 7 months since my last entry.a huge amount of workload has been blocking my desire to write.well, here i am.writing again.
it's really different when comparing my weekends and weekdays. MONDAY-SELASA-WEDNESDAY-KHAMIS-FRIDAY vs SABTU-SUNDAY-SATURDAY-AHAD.. i tot it would be easier taking a qs.not true al all!with all the subjects like ;structure that overbear me, and measurement which seems easier that it suppose to be , working drawing that testing my patience,estimating which train me to be a good qs, building construction that makes me want to be a civil engineering school students, back in 2006-2007 and bla..bla..bla..
but alhamdullillah, i still have the strength to proceed all my responsibilities the best i can,with all the effort i gave.hope this semester's cgpa wont disappoint me.
i never forget my mom that always pray for my success,as well as abah that often challenge me to prove him my ability.
now i now the real lifestyle of a university student,experiencing it.well,it could be fun sometimes, having all the time i want to enjoy.but still need to remind myself what will hpn if i slip even a bit. because there will be no abah or mak or even kakcik and kaktih to 'sound' me if i engrossed with the 'duniawi'.
but i never forget the moment when everytime i switch on the tv, or 'passionate'with my hp.there will be a voice keep reminding me the time i'll waste and then to stop me.
now,its really hard to maintain my passion toward all those things.but i think i'm more matured now to differentiate whether it is good or bad for me and to make my own decision.may God give me all the strength till the end to survive in all the difficulties.insyaAllah..
p/s:dear mr rizal. dun be a 'small hearted'.i didnt forget u all all.a always inspire me during my difficulties.thanks dear.i luv u!
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