14 november 2010

abah operate hari ni.cancer buah pinggang.semua org takut sb doc ckp operation ni sgt2 high risk. lepas 6 jam tgu abah,dari pukul 11 pg sampai 5ptg, doc pgl waris encik mohamad bin sabtu.tekejut gak.mak yg sakit lutut, xlarat nk jalan, tiba2 jalan laju sgt2.yela, risau sgt sb lama sgt operation.supposely 4 jam je.then pg hdw(high dependency ward).semua org yg lepas operation masuk situ dulu sementara nk stabil.mak masuk dgn along dulu.the rest tgu kt luar.i cant imagine hw i feel that time.then, tgu punya tgu, mak keluar dr blk tu.mak ckp doc xbg pg dekat sb xsetel lg.dipendekkan cerita,last2 boleh pi tgk abah.masuk je dlm ward tu,npk ramai yg br lepas operation.kesian sgt.semua org npk baring dlm keadaan sakit.horror sgt.abah pulak dah sedar,bius dah habis.tp abah xbenti2 pgl mak.sedih sgt2..mlm tu, xboleh tgu abah.kesian kt abah,dh la sakit sgt2,xdak sapa tgu pulak tu..pg esok,dok call, ckp abah pindah masuk icu.abah mcm xbp sedar sb doc bg ubat tahan sakit and morphine.semgu dok still bg ubat tahan sakit.tp makin lama makin kurang.lepas 2 kali masuk icu, in 3 weeks, abah boleh discharge.alhamdulillah, now abah dah makin ok.sepanjang abah kt hospital, my mum n i yg teman.mlm2 abah xboleh tido sb sakit.everyday, i pray to god and hope that i can share his pain.i cant stand looking at him, suffering because of the surgery.tambah pulak, kena tebuk a few parts sb paru2 abah berair.mcm2 dugaan abah dpt.hopefully, lepas ni abah xkan kena operation dah.