piece of me

piece of me

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

tag.tag.tag.tag.tag.tag.

people loves to tag others to highlight that they are talking about them.its ok if u want to tag ur frens.it sound sweet when u do that do show that u're missing them or u're alert of them as ur goodies. but i really HATE it if u only tag ME to show others u're a great fren but in other hand,u weren't at all.i know, im a bit harsh saying this and that even it looks like at least that person still remembers u. ok,thanks babe for being a good fren.you know that im easy to be pleased. but not anymore! just because u tag my name once in a while,then totally forgot that i'm exist, doesnt sound like u're great at all. pls stop tagging me if u dun even care about me.and its obvious when my name is the last one EVERYTIME u tag ur 'BFFfff'. ok.i pretend it as a coincidence. really babe?? im stuck to be ur bff because i hate to realize that i like to be ur fren.when u talk to me, u sounds like u're giving ur full attebtion on me.and when the conversation is over...BAMM!i'm  no longer in ur list.why im that easy to be pleased??
there was a time when i've untag all my name in ur wall,and even unfren u.yup, i did that because im a weird fren that want to test u either u realise im not in ur frenlist anymore.i think within two or three months,u still unconscious bot it.but then,by the time u realize it, u still dun know the reason i did it.DO KNOW THAT I DID IT BECAUSE IM DONE WITH THE WAY U TREAT ME!
hmm..but until now, all the things u've done to me, doesnt change at all.but u used to be a nice person,never forget ur fren and kind..when i remember the old u, i really miss being ur fren babe.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

deep wound

its been 3 weeks we didint spent time together as we used to. really, i feel weird when we met but pretending that we dun know each other. she supposed to be my best friend even smtime i get hurt by her. i still dun know what exactly hapning between us. there is time when i start dreaming that she spoke to me and having lunch and dinner together. its not that i cant leave without her. its just that i dun understand how she can possibly can resist doing all her activities without having me around. she used to call me all the time, ask me to accompanied her to do this and do that, asking my opinion about her design and bla..bla..bla.. but not, we rarely speak to each other, and acting like we barely know each other. its hurt when she ignores me even though im right infront of her. sometimes i say hi to her even she will eventually pretending that im not talking to her. but its ok now.im healed after time passed. its nothing to be regret for.after all, its true that friend come and go,but definitely wrong that there is will be real friend that will stay as long as i want.