deep wound

its been 3 weeks we didint spent time together as we used to. really, i feel weird when we met but pretending that we dun know each other. she supposed to be my best friend even smtime i get hurt by her. i still dun know what exactly hapning between us. there is time when i start dreaming that she spoke to me and having lunch and dinner together. its not that i cant leave without her. its just that i dun understand how she can possibly can resist doing all her activities without having me around. she used to call me all the time, ask me to accompanied her to do this and do that, asking my opinion about her design and bla..bla..bla.. but not, we rarely speak to each other, and acting like we barely know each other. its hurt when she ignores me even though im right infront of her. sometimes i say hi to her even she will eventually pretending that im not talking to her. but its ok now.im healed after time passed. its nothing to be regret for.after all, its true that friend come and go,but definitely wrong that there is will be real friend that will stay as long as i want.